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KINGDOME (2015)

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This is my most emotional album. I went through a break up, death of a friend, moved to Indy then Chicago, met new family and friends, reunited with old friends, bro got engaged, 2 more of my homies got engaged, met a new girl, and got renewed love from the Northwest and new love from the Midwest! I went from feeling like absolutely nothing to invincible again and this was all in one month. What I found out about life is it's not how much you fail, it's how much you pick yourself up that matters. I've failed more times than I can count, I've been talked bad about more times than I'll ever know, but when you learn to believe and rely on yourself you'll be able to solve any problem you face. I may never be perfect, but as long as I got love I can live with that. #KINGDOME

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I Miss Your Voice


I'm not bitter I just miss her


 

All I got is this Seattle rain/

this Kurt Cobain pain in my brain n it aches/

all I got is my mind cuz my heart's in a bind i/

haven't seen u a long time/

the 1st hr hurt the 2nd wasn't easier/

but there's not much I could do to start pleasing her/

dusk to dusk dawn to dawn I could wonder what's going on/

or learn to go on/

learn to never look at rainbows again/

every sunrise looks like ur eyes/

every door that opens my eyes dart going/

that ur walking but never again/

u probably told ur friends I was the reason for the end/

will probably be an enemy if I walk by again/

I packed everything up but u still got my heart/

will I ever get it back/


 

Food don't taste the same I gotta choke it down/

in a matter of days I lost 10 pounds/

my mama try to help but feeding me all this sausage/

ain't gonna help unless u want me to vomit/

the worst part of the thing/

ur whole family will probably see me w a frowny face/

I'll take it its fine ima bad guy who did the best that he could/

to muster all my strength n help u go see the world/

treated ur nephew better than my own/

im grateful I got to watch him grow/

im grateful I met u u helped me I helped u/

don't pretend we didn't have something special/

don't pretend our souls are no longer our own/

we passed that threshold many moons ago/

not another man not ur parents not coworkers not ur friends/

no one will ever live inside like I can/


 

The thing about relationships is they're easy to die but hard to maintain/

u both gotta be willing to put it in the work same thing/

communicate n tell each other what's on ur mind/

all the time or u gon get chewed up n grind/

blind sided if u will/

then ull wonder if u gonna turn to pills/

or alcohol or smokes or sex or learn to live a lonely life/

that only caters to me me I i/

selfishness is a poor foundation/

so is longing take it slow find ur baby/

or ull be like me grasping at straws dropped jaw in awe/

like dog my only luv is lost/

it hurts it feels like a ton of bricks on my chest/

I can't lift n she probably screaming out yes/

I guess it's time to ponder what's nxt/

chalk up another ex n ditch the test/


If u got luv cherish it before time buries it

Lovely NSA


How u doing can I take ur info down/

can I use it against ya can't we just be pals/

does my prying offend ya what u upto now/

how u doing on credit anything that I can help u w/

are u easily gullible we should write it in ur character/

cut u up in 3rds/

are u 2 parts idiot one part naive/

just started spitting n u feel that u dying/

was there a time in life when u just stopped trying/

can u start to feel the shit storm that's arriving/

fecal everywhere ruining hair/

have u said it ain't fair ain't fair

Lemme tell u something bout life there's no such thing/

as an even playing field maybe time to rethink/

what u expect to get out of it/

n when u figure it out I'll be here to collect everything/


 

Thanks are in order I just stopped terrorism/

all at the expense of ur daughter's sweet sixteen/

would u believe that I needed all that info/

all the pictures the expenses of the limo/

ur tax information fav Internet sites/

every email u have sent in the past 5

last fortnight I discovered how to get u to agree/

w o asking u a God damn thing/

are u hungry well I think i gotta lil food for thought/

or at least leftovers passover brought/

I sought somebody who had fought/

so we could apologize then do it some more/

w the government on my side knocking at ur door/

ready to duct tape any mouth n throw em off the shore/

wipe ur history clean throw the book at em/

another tan from a atom/


 

How could u vote something that knowingly n purposefully brings u down/

n attempts to keep u at ground/

I nvr understood people's morals

are so black n white/

it's this or that its like apartheid/

when'd ur heart die or were even born w one/

u just leach emotions from good citizens who don't have much

just a belly full of society's ash/

we been rubbish bags too long/

n I for one am sick n tired of being punched in the jaw/

n left in the cold from folks who said we would grow old/

but cuz of knee jerk reactions forgot about luv/

n that we both got here together in spite of it all/

to inspire em all but I'm now back all on the road/

w a new team new theme same dream/

live love live free these are the rules to happiness/

how can anybody hear this n get Pissed/

time to uplift/

So McQueen


I feel so McQueen so reckless teen/

so head full of steam so act on a weem/

so they afraid of me so I'm soo happy/

so outta my mind urs I'm entering/


 

Do u feel like shit cuz u should/

dirty outside inside time to douche/

shoosh brain squished heart mushed/

push don't make a fuss u chicken wuss/

disease free but still I speak to the burning bush/

freely in chains maybe it's time for kush/

I heard it gets better still waiting for proof/

probably never get it so I'm raising the roof/

leather jacket in the rain I brings the pain/

joy I feign the past me's slain/

they try to keep us drained to start thinking the same/

because it helps the brain or so they say/

plain like white T's no need for wifey/

4 girlfriends switch em out every week/

unprepared for life's quiz I wouldn't want it any other way/

clip my wings you think that'll make me stay/

I'll run I'll walk I'll crawl/

I'll take the whole building if my back's against the wall/


 

My heart's racing my minds not competitive/

this direction is not a brand new precedent/

they prescribed me sedatives I'm getting ahead again/

numb the kid dumb him quick/

I'm smarter than everyone that's the sum of it/

brought me down to their level now I'm struggling/

to fit in take a bow u too old to not vow/

never step outta bounds conform to ur town/

root for the home team drink the coffee/

u tried to sneak tea what are u crazy/

u expect to get babied or carry a cross/

consult Babylon n learn it's results/

over zealousness ur drenched in that fault/

when does it stop when does it stop/

when do u count ur loss n give up ur pulse/

when do u wait in line for the new ios/

when do u run to the cubicle n box it in/

when do u learn to have a big fake grin/


 

I feel like the world's at a stand still but I'm still moving/

improving but have no reason to be proving/

improv ing on the fly problem solving/

keep nodding maybe my pain will be dissolving/

I'm so numb been grinded n chewed like gum/

stretched to bubbles then sucked back up/

spit out stepped on placed on bottoms of benches/

been rented n un rewind aged but unrefined/

some people imagine life but i/

only ever wanted to die/

be free of my restrictions tired of living

felt like a life sentence/

the jury put me in this prison/

I'm here to play victim well I was/

now here to play Victor cause because/

blowholes I plug retain that Kool Aid/

society keep chugging the mood may/

be dim be Brothers of Grimm/

be Hansel be Gretel I stay cooking/

Light Cycles


 

I ride on light cycles started as a trial

Now all the old folks tell me that I'm vile

Bike look like Christmas I know I'm gifted right

You coming towards me when you run to the light


I been so depressed my neck had been stepped/

my secret ain't kept my gf a bitch/

my life is a blur I once owned the curb/

the whole damn block was on my junk n cock/

it all fell apart I'm out on my own/

everyone I helped get on now tryna get off/

but I dodged out the way like space invaders/

there are craters where they missed me frustrated/

got my bike w the basket I rode to the earth in/

probably where I was birthed in/

finger like a bulb shake me up I'm pulp/

so concentrated I fill up a pitcher bowl/

just add water blossom like a flower/

cook like the flour beats is baking soda I'm so dapper/

I'm so lil dipper I'm so north star/

that's why they follow me no matter where they are/


 

Don't be afraid go behave/

stick ur head in a beehive what'd u say/

dragons I slay princesses I save/

am I naive probably I just never grew up/

roll like ET fall like bet/

capture the audiences like MTV/

greatest reality show that would be me/

moonwalk drop eeny teeny bikinis/

so impressed by me cuz I stay shining/

bike stay lighting skylines for eyes to see/

I could be a silent beast/

but come out flamboyant occasionally/

a beast I used to be dragged on the leash/

now I take my owner out for a walk yeesh/

for the peeps hopefully they follow me/

cuz we all need a leader w these capabilities/


 

Psycho man on my cycle man/

on my free month trial man like it's Netflix/

title man I'm on the title/

this 100% black owned w help from the Japanese/

don't take diesel don't take gas

survive like Beatles when this world's gassed/

get on my high tech outta this world sky high beamer/

jet across the jet stream at light speed night creeper/

w a bright visa look like night brite/

capable of hitting Mars Jupiter if it shines right/

will it fail ask 2XL/

I done this so many times that how I feel/

I could put a shooting star in my musket/

blast it at the next solar system in a Jim Plunkett/

stay lunging never fumbling was stumbling/

but now I got my balance and I'm feeling hella chummy/

Twin Peaks


Now what u know bout the PN Dubbers

evergreen n Douglas/

pouring all the time I just spunt out my rubbers/

don't talk to my neighbors

always mean mugging/

but still bone they daughters cuz they luv it man they luv me/

n they judge me while they tug me I always thought it was funny/

ima transplant what u expect I'm in the money/

so here's a quid for ya go and get galoshes/

hit up Nordstrom buy a rain coat couple umbrellas/

some binoculars for Neo Nazi watching/

all these hate rallies got me on the offense/

no place is perfect n when ur young worthy/

is something u don't think anyplace is enough/

girls all dressing the same fashion stuck in 93/

what can I say I rock flannel everyday/

n pretend Kurt Cobain never met Courtney Love/

n stuck w that chick from Olympia/

God I luv Olympia/

almost as much as Portland Vancouver hit me up/


 

I think I know who killed Laura Palmer/

meet me at Twin Peaks n ima help u solve it/

this Northern Exposure may be too hard to swallow/

for an outsider but please try n follow/


 

U are so lackadaisical/

in North Face ur favorite coat/

I don't hang enough so bring the rope/

tie it round my throat n lemme go/

evergreen of life we vegetables/

need alot of rain just to grow/

walking down the street grabbing my testicles/

acting like a big shot at festivals/

when everyone u grow w is rich n ur not/

u either rebel or learn to fit in/

become self conscience or grow self awareness/

n realize u ain't getting a hand me down Veyron/

work harder smarter take all AP classes/

just so they don't look at u as another dumb blackie is saddening/

sometimes maddening but no ones gonna pat u in the feels/

I'm just keeping it real/

grow a shell like a turtle n shoot it at Luigi/

take out the next man or put ur faith in a ouija/


 

I hate n love my residence/

I been tryna leave but something keeps bringing me back in/

trapped between 2 mountains

u try squeezing between these thighs/

it's true what they say about black guys/

I heard that lie about equality is a given/

then why I feel like I live in prison/

n every morning I get a fresh whipping/

I need a Mariner to take my place pinch hitting/

I ain't tryna be an ass I just call it how I see it/

all the blacks stuffed in the Central District/

stuffed in Tacoma packed in in Renton/

are u not a bit offended how we viewed I don't get it/

it's like get spat in the face go back for another spitting/

like “please sir my lesson I didn't get it”/

im trippin' they call me crazy im making it up/

most likely cuz if I weren't u would own up to it right/

Kill the Man


Kill the man fill em w lead/

what he do again pop he dead/

oh he was innocent no turn of a head/

shoot n ask later ain't that what we said/


 

I have so much Haight in Ashbury/

so much West Side Chi venom in me/

so much Tijuana Tecate in me/

the devil in my bones is the enemy/

I gotta Jones to act finicky/

I don't wanna be filled w holes n so I'm picky/

when its time to go I wanna be old/

but they taking out these 12 and 17 ur olds/

when I meet a black guy over 30/

I congratulate em u don't think that irks me/

people love when we act quirky/

take our slang but won't hire us we ain't working/

so when some turn to a life of crime/

we all get lumped together but that ain't right/

used to pay a fine or ride in the back of the bus/

we getting hosed down again n head all bust/


 

I be riding round Chicago/

Lake Shore Drive if u wanna follow/

then my boat came in a bottle/

brought a message so ima read it out to u/

it says to remember remember the 5th of November/

when the people anonymously attacked/

change gon come many will be killed/

democracy reborn take a chill pill/

if u panic just stay inside/

obviously u ain't ready yet to live life/

open ur eyes this ain't no Spielberg movie/

it's our existence they really out shooting/

n we really out looting but can u blame us/

put these rules out just to tame us/

we ain't brainless we don't see the struggle

we live it/

we are it/


 

I will not go gentle into that good night/

ima keep my candle burning bright/

don't shrug off n laugh/

tonight I'm Kobe I ain't giving y'all a pass/

u talk rubbish it's all trash/

like external memory it's all flash/

it's all here today tomorrow gone it's all/

our fault hang ur head dog/

tell a 12 yr old just tryna live/

tryna be a kid who was thrust in to this violence/

cyclical consequence to do what my brother did

father n uncles did/

continue struggling/

I wish I had a heart as big/

as Bill Gates' wallet to spread thru the 7 seas/

my heart's heavy n torn as I mourn/

another first born wiped off the earth in scores/

Smile Again


I don't feel like that/

i don't think like that get real attached/

Apache jump on it/

straddle me I'll palm it drop iraqi bombs on it/

sprinkle ashes n psalms on it/

I'm all thumbs but still got nubs on it/

going to clubs w it/

showing love for things u sip I chug on it/

missed just punching it/

wear spiked gloves so i spiked my punch/

had everyone at prom bleeding n stumbling/

I'm struggling for an excuse mumbling/

can i scramble my brain/

ample o time just to mangle my frame/

can't be obtained so i can't be contained/

sanity I'll feign/


 

Going thru the battlefields/

bloodied from head to toe nvr asked how I feel/

split me in 2 I'll keep my own head up/

that's if I'm showing up god knows I'm truent enuff/

i spit my fluid out mugs n straight up ruin the rugs/

they all call me a thug a British bulldog pug/

say my life won't be long I'll have medical probs/

when I'm begging to stop they just keep going on/

u painted my life wrong/

so i get rowdy rowdy piper when I hear the gong/

straight fist to jaw 1 inch punch/

coming in a bunch so here's a yard to ya punks/

i gotta hunch I won't get rid of ya skunks/

or at least the aroma that u left inside my trunk/

think thunk get up beat up/

i need a refill o hate in my tea cup/


 

I gotta death wish n I'm selfish/

I really can't help it move out the way or get pelted


 


So pour it grab ur Taurus n floor it/

my speed u couldn't afford it my boat u couldn't board it/

i gotta basket of demons u couldn't sort it/

a full warning my life has always been morbid/

a torpedo of pressure under the sea I do better/

u might ask when I buckle well that's a nvr/

so if I crash I'm going thru windscreens/

Lemme know if or not ull miss me

I'll put u on the wake list/

A Mexican


I heard u were lesbian n make em outta honest women/

I nvr thought I have a chance to hit/

but now I'm begging to touch ur skin/

I luv how it's soo velvet/

i luv to mix u in w gin/

I know our luv is sin but I don't want it to ever end/

I nvr thought id give in but I did/

n I'll nvr be the same again/

gotta walk in around in shame my friend/

cuz every time u go down I'm insane again/

let's have coffee let's have brunch/

u can stay the nite wake up n have lunch/

we can toast to me n ur luv/

we can stay alone or frequent the club/


 

I wanna lick every orifice/

I can give u oral w every single sip/

drip drip drop drop/

take off ur take off ur take off ur top/

I ain't tryna hit I just wanna take shots/

I ain't tryna fist I'm just tryna use lips/

I just need to loosen u up/

call up some chickens n feathers get plucked/

ditch vodka/

who needs my Russian when I got my Mexican blushing n smutting/

the whore

gateway door leads to more/

it's raining pleasure no it's raining pussy juice/

“well I never” well u didn't have to ur daughter did/

took it all off I Sargent Slaughter'd it/

threw my balls she Steve Largent it/

she caught em


 

Thought we never have sex again but I'm in luv Mexican/

I wanna touch ur lips again n this time make it never end/

since u left me I'm feverish having convulsions n i itch/

I wanna make u more than my bitch I'm in luv w a Mexican/

 

Sip it well from every sickle cell/

turn off the faucet cuz u dripping hell/

how'd I know I get a bucket from the well/

tryna chug it cuz I luv it or do I/

maybe it's just outta necessity/

outta habit are u getting me/

but I don't wanna think I just wanna drink/

n have no conscience what so speak/

I been feeling her body all week/

every curve got me all weak/

hitting her then I fall asleep/

body of angels wings/

n the booty so pillowy our luv is searing/

so much heat under the sheets now billowing/

chilling n jarring we took it this far n/

my tears are streaming like a clown from Carmen/

come on varmint remove ur undergarments/

kinda charming girls call me darling/

others refer me as Captain Morgan/

hallelujah when I enter then hear church organs/

I got an assortment/

of stories to support this/

hypothesis I'm getting w/

balance my life like a physicist/

this soda or fizzy piss/

need something harder right chick/

I think the dr ordered this/

or maybe it was the weather man/

When Disney World Ends


What happens when Disney World ends/

what happens when Disney World ends/

u get back to realize u wasted ur time/

n she just took u for a ride/


 

What happens when u w a girl for 5 years/

u break up cuz having fights here/

she calls u a failure at just 22/

compared to her struggling parents/

she had to choose between u n an older guy/

a coworker but chose u this time/

so u make up n go let's go to Disney World/

all of sudden she feels so elated/


 

So the next yr there's no question/

in her mind bout the next direction/

she'll have the time of her life u say don't spend a dime/

u blow ur whole savings on her/

but she just wants more n more/

complained the whole time what a surprise/

happiest place on earth now pouring because her/

n u got taken for a ride/


 

She doesn't mind when ur breaking the bank/

a yr later turned back to a skank/

she saw u at ur lowest n said I'm gone bogus/

n got w a new coworker/

so my lesson for the next time yo/

don't take these girls out to Disney World/

cuz u may struggle to say but it's true when u think/

she never loved u in the 1st place/

Thrills of Being a Young Adult


Promises not fulfilled/

realizing that life is real/

Disney World don't last forever

u gotta come back to earth eventu/

see the snow in the winter/

pull out all them splinters/

mommy n daddy ain't here now/

as a teen u wanted them to clear out/

now u want them around now/

boss try to fire u/

spouse try to lie to u/

suicide now u might do/

reconnect w old homies/

the ones that don't pretend that they don't know me/

switch states go on dates/

it's fate ur in this place/

all ur baggage throw it on the couch/

enjoy ur life n go out/


 

Promises start to break/

hearts start to ache/

nothing's solved by cheesecake/

friends start to pass/

never again hear their laugh/

realize ur an ass/

all the people u neglected/

all the time passed can u accept it/

now emotions u get swept in/

life is a tidal wave/

better pick a way to behave/

get outta ur current funk shave/

change if u may/

the sun came up a different day/

no reason that u can't do the same/

take ur heart out the clamp/

wring it out cuz it's damp/

learn yoga n chant/


 

Open ur eyes/

this is ur life/

n it's ur time/

to decide which way/

u will ride/

keep ur head held high n u will see the light/

these are the Thrills of being a young adult/


 

The pain the daggers in my vein/

is the strongest prophylactic/

the ability to feel everything/

is the only way to live/

if I could I'd get outta prison/

I already made a shiv/

locked into Alcatraz now I'm ready to dig/

escape swim in the coolest part of the Pacific/

at this rate the only one I'm fooling is me

thinking I can leave/

rip the wool from my eyes n start to vision/

moving clearly is my mission/

Washington Candy


I see lights dim lights old warehouses/

stashes of the sugar yah it comes in pounds when/

people abuse it huge ass mounds of it/

that would make the sweetest tooth feel disgusted/

convulse n throw all contents of stomach/

pause if it's not the numbest/

uve ever felt noone knelt beside u/

n said slow down they just offered more/

they said pop smoke n snort/

can I have another was ur only retort/

so consumed w the calories of valor/

shooting up like Baylor ruining their tailored/

suit u got for ur daughter's wedding breathing heavy/

on the way to the alter backseat of a Chevy/

w some crystalline from methylene/

acetylene scream/


 

Do u gotta solution I know u do it's/

looking in the mirror saying its consumed ya/

an confused ya friends call ya skinny/

but u don't notice that u losing/

ur own daughter won't talk to u does that bother u/

maybe but u let the candy bottle u/

an monitor u got u on a loop/

keep coming back keep coming back dude/

get heart attack and can't summon fam to/

come to the rescue they don't support u/

found out bout ur habit gave u a chance to get clean/

u took it for granted and lost your family/

but u don't got a problem/

skipping classes to inhale u know u hit bottom/

like a spanking/

slow to change like molasses or movements from that turtle Franklin/


 

U get a euphoria increased alertness/

more self esteem but still something irks ya/

cuz u paranoid looking over ur shoulders/

wanting another fix while avoiding the pigs/

it makes u feel good you're the life of the party/

till it runs out and you're aggressive and rowdy/

lost ur normal friends now ur stoner friends/

are getting pissed u stealing they ish and want u to go fish/

they rough u up a bit fatten up ur lip/

throw u off a balcony n ur anorexic/

damage a couple ribs/

but u soo high as a kite or parasail pain fails/

u restless tho an u gotta find more/

panhandle for dough but passerbyers say no/

u throw a fit to the point/

the nxt person who walks by u gonna catch u go ballistic/

so u see a girl and a man w a kid in the stroller/

punch the girl in her molars take the purse and roll off/

can't get too far start having convulsions/

the man tackles you start punching till u throw up/

he shakes u n shakes u looks at u/

realizes ur his father in law stealing from ur own daughter/

what a shame

this is how the lil one meets his grandpapa/

Indy 500


Handle every corner like the stig/

colder than the mutha loving fridge/

drive across water w no bridge/

luv to offend just a smidge/

engine blowing purp/

done turnt blue now I'm captain smurf/

refer to me as Captain Crunch on my turf/

get burnt my atmosphere u don't deserve/

to come anywhere close sir/

mam madam boys n girls/

gotta gyro on my lap as ur girl massage my back/

as I whiz around the test track/

Indian Nap wake the truck up/

send the beds n pillows to the dump truck/

we up all nite n party all day/

it's the Midwestern way/

what do u say you tryna vacate/

or relocate from ur isolated state/

got pulled over by Illi state troopers/

w a Seattle license they never seen mountains/

if u were a falcon u could see across the whole horizon/

for me the sunset in the northwest/

now I'm Chi Town rising

mercury levels will never be the same/

from Illinois Indiana to Michigan State/


 

Traded the space needle for the Willis/

traded rain for cold nearly killed us/

they call it Killinois for a reason/

talking down bout my new city is treason/

could u believe it/

when my great nephew was born that evening/

I said a prayer, swoooore/

I'd be a millionaire by the time he turn 4/

then I looked around saw my Gramma/

all the beauty in the world my brother getting married/

n I thought for a second my life is a cinch/

how's that

all this luv I'm already rich/

so what's the point in a bank account/

stuffing it like Christmas stockings I'm the nightmare before/

open the door

ull see my dead flesh that I molt/

electric eel go bolts/

as I ride on a bucking colt/

45 this ain't Luck prime time/

more like Manning hall of famer day one/

ask my minions don't u see how they come/


 

Can't u hear the horses on the track/

Clydesdale I'm riding on his back/

I'm on a horse voice coarse/

2 buds in my hand like gimme a hell yah/

do u got it dude I sniff I'm sick achoo/

another outbreak of bird flu/

too bad I'm not contagious/

this world could use a lil more outrageous/

my problems I bought a mirror n faced it/

my demons are red skinned am i a racist/

run fast like Forest broke outta my braces/

been thru more wars than the states been/

shout out to Kim Jung Un/

if I get some poon it suh better be dim sum/

all crimson like Wazzu/

getting cougs n kittens wink if ur smitten/

GT390


People don't understand gotta compare u to what came before man/


 

I hit the course with my eyes closed that's how I live my life/

sped around chicago n Michael Gambon right/

roll a blunt more blunt than Gordon Ramsey/

n Kevin spacey out w me/

some were doubting me that I couldn't stay between the lines/

I not only did that but blazed a new course and test track/

my gearbox is one of kind my cousin's kid/

put Hello Kitty stickers on the inside it's such a family vibe/

I stay blasting Eddie blasting Trey can't u hear the base/

Nonima Nick R 6 Ruby My Dear Thembi n/

Smith n Glam or if not them I'm listening to my engine roar/

when children hear me take off mistake me for a plane that soars/

hear the thing roar

hear the thing roar/

hear the thing roar

hear the thing roar/

hear the thing roar

hear the thing roar/


 


 

Persol 714

Goodyear tyres when I open doors/

let her butt in she feel the kid n she blush a bit with a big grin/

face red as an apple on a kindergarten teacher desk she needs a frisk/

I need a kick it's a short life so get inside let's enjoy our night/

hit a Michelin man we hit the loop

saw her ex in his busted up coup/

remember when that was me never again

u got friends u got friends that want in/

Josh hit me up went down to Indy

hit up Rally's n the Speedway/

if ur life ain't as exciting as mine u may need a key change/

hear the thing roar

hear the thing roar/

hear the thing roar

hear the thing roar/

hear the thing roar

hear the thing roar/


 

When kingdom come I'll be in my kingdome/

Mad as Max this dystopian life I live is a trip/

don't implode on me baby explode on me/

baby get off on me

the horse power in my Mustang/

will have u riding this stallion for days

picnic w me grab the Lays/

take a selfie let ur friends know

I'm someone u know cuz I'm someone to know/

every point on the globe will feel my pulse

the pressure is on im leaning on ropes/

some can't manage or even supervise

I ain't plan this it was improvised/

word to Spokane word to Shadle turn on the cable so u can/

hear the thing roar

hear the thing roar/

hear the thing roar

hear the thing roar/

hear the thing roar

hear the thing roar/

Still Ill


Let me ask u a question/

followed by a lil aggression/

in succession indigestion/

the pecking order of my disorder

ima hoarder/

in my closet I keep skeletons/

Satan asking where hell went/

in my den flames entrenched/

bodies burning what's that stench/

pardon my French but I'm sick well I heard I'm not all there/

judging me before u meet me well that's fair/

I've bent over backwards too much/

I need a 180 now back to earth/

schizophrenic I kissed an infant/

n realized he ain't even began living/

it's gon get hard it'll feel like a prison/

but don't give up luv don't become another victim/


 

U ever wake up questioning all u done/

n pondered if u ever stepped wrong/

maybe if u turned that rock flipped that bird/

ud have all u want word/

ud have a baby ud have a house w a garage/

raising a lil Charles in charge/

ed had a daughter made me realize/

all I really wanna be is a father/

meet a good girl who fits in my life/

takes me as I am we go on a date nights/

fall in luv in her eyes knowing when we die/

we'll be side by side to wipe every tear ever cried/

but life happens n fights happen/

next thing u know I'm passing/

we're not hugging we're not kissing/

almost a decade together n splitting/

hearts ripping feelings revisited/

maybe it wasn't good to begin w/

 

Im soo ill I'm soo ill

I'm soo sick I'm soo ill

Basic Blonde


That's not my type what's ur type I/

wanna basic blonde


 

Well what do u want outta life/

uhh fakeness or squareness uhh/

do we gotta enough to harness/

uhh have I met ur target/

I need something just a lil more bland/

lil more hipster lil spray tan/

lil less rugby lil less contact sport/

lil more bleach lil more of that sort/


 

Girls w personalities are the pits/

I wanna follower a ditz if u will/

one I won't be sad to hit splits - ville on/

just to hook up w another bland blonde/

elle est belle n'est-ce pas?/

have we just begun to hit the wall

if so when will Berlin fall/

I heard that Communists have better sex/

better sex leads to lesser stress

leads to less talk from ur empty head/


 

Kiss n tell

could this be a fairy tale/

am I locked up are u bail

is life a ferris wheel/

do we go up n down

do we go round n round/

are we a circle that never ends

let's binge/

on each other since

the dawn of time to the end/

we're perfect for each other since

u and I don't have a damn clue/

sample time I got ample/

brings the guns I got ammo

night vision n camo/

Quoth the Raven


I died on a foggy September afternoon/

I been heart broken since June/

inhaling all these ex love fumes/

cremated into ashes in my room/

I hope u know that ur life doesn't flash by/

u relive every experience in real time/

time to reflect n see what the heck/

where was the wrong turn how can I not do it again/


 

My mind gets carried by the wind/

a thought of mine just grazed ur lips/

a remnant of me is in every dip/

of every body of water there's a figment/

in every leaf of every tree n everything/

to come from every tree was part of me/

when I was scattered consider urself flattered/

it was all worth being battered/


 

I see the blood running/

just sprouted feet/

I don't see jeeps coming/

but I heard the screech/

I ain't been to church in weeks/

but I heard em preach/

not a single nice thing to say so he reached/

when they buried me alive not many said goodbye/

not 1 who leached off me when alive/

I lived the life of a sanctuary people came here to heal/

the minute I was dilapidated they swept me w they heels/


 

There was blood on the floor now there's blood on my feet it was from ur heart beat

There was blood on the floor now there's blood on my feet it was from ur heart beat


 

How did we let this relationship die/

which once was hydrated has burned n fried/

the fact that u could turn n lie w facts staring in ur eye/

shows ur no longer worth my time/


 

Does the blood sweat n tears not mean a thing dear/

do I have to cut off my ear n mail it to u/

could we get together one more evening/

or would that be a failure to u/

u so obsessed w the money getting rich w a honey/

that u didn't luv/

that's the thing that would lead to me/

getting a lawyer to explain how I don't fit the glove/

I was with a gold digger for 7 years/

bitch ain't complain when taking on planes/

w ur cell phone paid and a car for free/

n insurance fine then bitch leave/

can u at least put oil in my rig/

or u tryna blow the engine again/

I dunno why good guys get taken for a ride/

no more

all my girls are now sides/

the mash potatoes the buttery biscuits/

just another generic brand of triscuits/

at 22 u told me I was a failure/

all u saw was struggle n I was like ur parents/

then we made up but talked mad shit behind my back to ur mother/

u didn't think she'd talk to mine/

what u blind naive/

let a man say anything to get in ur pants/

she wanted a house in Bothell but didn't wanna wait/

see a divorced coworker n she like ch-ching/

a fiend I should a listened to my family/

who didn't even like her in the first place/

disrespecting my mother u don't ever cross Mama Washington/

or ull answer to her son/

I don't ever wanna see u again I moved on never more/

Awesome AF


Got my hands all over it/

like bill Cosby on an unconscious girl/

got my grip tight like a Ferguson cop/

w his nite stick race war igniting/

got my jeans sagged wave a green flag/

for Seattle cuz it goes where I go/

got my phone on texts been blowing up/

people ask what I'm on here's what I'm on/

gotta San Diego shirt California is my heart/

n until it quits ticking I won't stop/

got my best friend back after being AWOL for years/

I can't help but cheer/

got my life back now I'm on track/

saw my Gramma she said she proud of me/

got my brother on my side cuz I luv em till I die/

thank u for raising me/


 

Me I'm awesome as Fuck/


 

Met a new girl we taking it slow/

but who knows she might be the one/

gotta new coat and it's dope/

had to bring it up cuz my cuz work at Burlington/

in Chicago God I luv Chicago/

shout out to Chicago/

San Francisco luv San Francisco/

shout out San Francisco/

got Eddie on my team I'm giddy as a teen/

at a One Direction concert scream/

nothing better than seeing our name gleam/

it been gritty too long ditch the underground scene/

in Indy my favorite college town/

had to learn more for Mighty University/

if we blow I'll give it all back/

I stay one w nature like Klickitat/


 

Beating my chest King Kenny King Kong/

see bong take bigger rip than Cheech Chong/

why people asking how long u been rapping/

best stay silenter than Charlie Chaplin/

all that tapping gums make a raquette/

sounds like a bunch of Harley Davidson faggots/

that's a south park reference look it up/

hit Dallas Texas Gramma cooking up/

in Dallas God I luv Dallas/

spent my summers there so I got Texas flair/

shout out to JR cousin we almost there/

Kiki Aunt Jewel dreams do come true/

I'm nervous but finally I luv my life/

dunno what's going on tomorrow night/

but I'm getting into something tight/

and I guarantee it'll feel right/


 

Baby boo/

I'm in a crazy mood/

it's just me and u/

bet I make u swoon/

ur last man made u groan/

bet I make u moan/

make u finally feel grown/

or like a school girl again ur choice/

let's cut in the back of a Rolls Royce/

who's car is this

let's fog up the windows in my Acura/

u said u loved it to bits/

how can I go to hell/

when I just moved out/

I luv when u pout/

keep them lips pointed out/

beg me to cum/

Bitches & BBQ


All these children these are just children/

leave u in stitches funny as the Dickens/

we were just inching towards adulthood had us thinking/

will life thicken tighten forget us/

nothing will ever change it's always home on the range/

lil house on the Prarie always there for us aye/

leave on the light for when we all reunite/

we gon be kids again we can't afford Nikes/

our clothes won't fit n we'll be riding our bikes/

our hair will be long scramble at street lights/

non of us will be settled we'll try every girl at the beach/

get laughed up but still each other see/

I got u u got me to eternity/

friendships don't end the candles burning/

the steak on the grill the water is cool/

the day is warm let's hop in the pool/


 

I became a fool let our relationship die/

I was tryna survive I was tryna get by/

that excuse is pie predetermined ingredients/

let's be more natural I hate I lived without u/

sorry till my death I'll walk this earth/

with u in my heart should did that at 1st/

guess it's part of my curse for better or worse/

now my heart it hurts we were lil squirts/

now as an adult my eye spurts/

I cried on the train I cried on the plane/

selfishly wishing u stayed/

god took u away to show a better way/

of experiencing existence/

I been going to church lately to get sense/

we're in pain connected w a long lost homie/

we cried on each others' shoulder God come hold me/


 

I cried while writing the 1st 2 verses/

keep it together keep ur alertness/

we were all kids we had bright futures/

we had plans for our future maneuvers/

life split us apart it'll never be the same/

but somehow someway/

someday white room white clothes/

Jesus on his throne as we all approach/

by then my heart won't be in my throat/

it'll be w urs we'll all be one/

like high school again running thru the halls/

passing notes to girls PE jogs/

playing basketball showing off every chance we got/

skipping class piss our parents off just to talk/

giving hugs giving handshakes to our best mates/

God I miss u Paris take care see u late/

JOGA BONITA © 2025

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